Actually taknak je updated but dalam hati asyik mendesak je nak updated juga . umm okey follow jela kehendak hati kaaan???? aku takda mood nak menaip actually sebab aku sedih sesangat sekarang. Tskk.... tskk... Tskkk........
Aku sedih pasal Hafiz~~~~~~~ but tak keluar air mata punggg . petang tadi ada incoming message but usually time cmni aku malas nak pegang phone sebab takda function time petang-II kecuali aku selalu updated twitter jela . Then senja macam tu aku bukan message tu . Rupanya message dari Adam (adik Hafiz) text dia tulis "Assalamualaikum ms eeza,ni sy hafiz..sori ganggu..sy nak bgtahu if wk dpt pape msg or call jangan layan kay?tu bukan sy..phone sy kena curi td.bye ms eeza "
Time baca 1st ayat aku still boleh senyum lagi but dah sampai ayat last-II aku terus down . WTH pencuri tu nak curi phone dia?dah desperate sangat ke takda phone??dammnnnn you thief!!!! start from now I'm your haters!!!! kau tahu tak just dengan phone je kitaorang boleh contact??? shit you just pissing me of!!!
So sekarang nak contact guna apa??ergh~~ bila benda ni terjadi aku ingat lagi setahun yang lepas Hafiz langsung tak bagi pape sign,tutaptuptap a month dia tak text aku, so I been wondering aren't he fine or instead of??? tu pun aku tahu dari Nadhirah phone dia rosak tak boleh nak on langsung . Actually before aku tahu hal ni aku tak tahu kenapa aku rasa ada benda hilang dari aku but aku jahat aku suka suka menafikan perasaan tu at last, reveal juga rupanya aku dah mula ada perasaan kat dia but time tu xdla sangat just ada perasaan nak jadi kawan je .
since dari tu la day by day aku dengan kawan. aku mula betul-II rapat dengan dia 2 bulan yang lepas 2012. kitaorang almost 2 years kenal but baru tahun ni aku really-II rapat dengan dia bak kata macam couple . Yes we do close like couple,loving each other BUT we are not official yet become partner . Ya mybe after dia habis sekolah baru aku fikirkan balik question dia yang dulu .
I don't know since when I've been feel loves with you . For me now you meant so much to me,wherever I'm going , You definitely will in my mind . At the first I'm refused about that but when I'm hardly refused, it's hard to forget you in the same time . Yes,I'm not brave enough to say that I love you so much when I face to face but when in the phone yes I do . Let Allah and my heart knows the truth . Like what I said to you through text , I really admire you and I hope you'll be the last person I like and tackle my heart . Once I loved that person , sincerely love I give it that person . And I'm also warn you please don't broke your promises please?I'm not forced you to make the deal but you said by your ownself and I'll keep.So so and so no wish goodnight from you dear . And will missed you wish goodnight . Let me wish goodnight for you like usually we do .
Mr.hafiz, sy dah mengantuk dah. goodnight , sleep tight and have a sweet dream kay mr.Hafiz? kita dua jadi burung hantu . hehe . Assalamualaikum I You
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