Thursday, December 8, 2011

angry instead of missing

actually now i'm not in good mood because one fellow make it my mood became like this . I knew now I'm rarely opened my acc FB . I'm so shocked when i look that he remove me in your friend list .. kayy I never thought that you do it to me . kayy never mind thank you so much dude . damnn~~

I knew that i'm your ex girlfriends friends that you most hated right now ? okay I knew it but please don't involve me kayy . even you and my friends already break up now , I never feels want to make you my enemy definitely no instead of you make it me as your enemy right . when I think back , I regret knowing your dude . because I knew you never assume me as your friends right .. kayy btw thanks dude because treat me like this . kayy I think wanna stop talking about you .. y'know what you'r annoying to me right now . i'll hope that I never see you and don't want to knowing you neither ..

kayy now I wanna telling about someone . I never thought that we've been knowing 1 year already . thanks to Allah and i'm very happy for that . every single day we been close together till one accident happen between me and him hmm . It happen at here (at my blog) he's not purposely read one post in my blog that I wrote about my ex-boyfiee and also about him neither .. I think he did not read about that . after he read , he became changes lately . he don't want tell the truth till I'm force him . I'm sorry but I had to knew what happen to you I he can't sleep because thinking about me and what i wrote about him .

after he telling the truth why he became like that , I'm feels regret to him till now . he love me so much but me gives shit toward him . I'm useless .I'm so idiot because I treat him like that . now I'm feeling losing when lately we rarely texting . I miss his joke just want to make it me smiling when with him .I miss you badly Hafiz . now I'm realise what you feel last time towards me now I feel too . every night I'll hope that we can be like usually like last time . when I miss you , I'll wear necklace that you gave me one day after we fight . till now I can remember your last smling even though I hurt you repeatly ..

Now I'm realise my feelings towards you . I'm feel losing when the person trying stay away from me because he don't want disturbing my life with my ex-boyfiee . difinitely no . you'r the one present when I needed someone to make it me happy again .. the person is you Hafiz . I miss you badly right now . I miss want to hear you joking again . I'll hope you never stay away from me kayy ..

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