asmkm dear bw .. x tw la kn npe ttbe2 sjak kblkngan neyh i'm always thinking bout him .. n sjak kblakngn neyh gax slalu mmpi pcl dy .. ble aq bgun dr tdo , n try nax ingt blex perw yg aq mmpi pcl dy truz aq x dpat imagine perw jdy dlam mmpi aq .. sjak kbkngn slalu jdy cm2 .. errghh i'm confused Allah ..
aq rse byk bnde yg brbah at dyri aq smnjak dr anniversary towh gy .. aq sndri pown lgsg x fhm gn dyri aq .. "Ya Allah berilah ptunjuk at hambamu , aq x dpat nax focus dkat krtas yg aq akn jwb isnn neyh dgn fkrn aq brcelaru skunx" .. aq darh try mcm2 nax appykn aty aq blex tpy hmm ntah la just appy foe a few moment then it will come back to me ..ssh hdup aq prsaan aq ilng dr dyri aq .. sometimes i feels that i'm idiot dyri sndri pown x mmpu nax control .. erghhh ..
actually aq x tw perw yg prsaan aq nax skunx n perw prsaan aq nax aq wt bia aq dpat appy kn blex ? dyri sndri pown x tw ad mslh perw .. ergghh frust gle skunx neyh ..i feels i missing my identity life .. ergghh ptut aq wt skunx neyh ? aq btul2 blur gn dyri sndri ..
btw i need to focus to my last pper that is math n kh .. due2 sylibus aq lmah so aq xnax la hncurkn mama & papa gn result yg truk .. mlu dyowrnx nnty .. pper sej pown ad bbrpa soaln aq careless .. erggh you should die Fareeza ! lau hdup just tw nax wt owg dissapointed with you .. come on .. come on Fareeza !!!!!!
sometimes i feels love makes me stupid with my ownself .. idiot right ? i give up but i think it was not enough yet n can't make the person who loved me satisfied with my love .. i'm so sorry to whom loved me , i can't give the perfect love to you .. the truth is i'm really need someone to loved me but i think it's mybe i'm not deserved to get all that .. now .. i miss someone who can take care of me yaa it's better if i've been throw away to coast sea to stay away from other people n not disturb n also let me alone until my recorded time .. to-morrow , to-morrow n to-morrow my life become dimp..
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