actually main aq nax ckp skunx it is now i'm single right ? yaa msty kowrnx plik perw kne mngena status aq gn perw aq nax tulis neyh .. actually ad la dear .. skunx nax share feeling aq slepas dgelar single .. dlu time kte in a relationship with guys that we loved most , dyri kte slalu dy jge right ? senang cte 95.5% dyri kte djge gn dyowrnx la .. aq ckp cm2 ccb nye aq mula prasan smnjak aq break up with him , aq rse dyri aq x trurus lgsg n cmue something yg aq try nax wt always trslap .. sometimes ya allah aq serious cpat gve up n truz nngs lau x dpat wt something .. pffftt gedik right ? yaa that's me ..
he always give me support don't ever give up as long as he always beside me n never want me to feel trouble when with him .. auchh it's sweet right ? yaa ccb towh aq still ingt .. n more thing pling ktara yg aq prubahn at dyri it is 'weight'.. serious skunx neyh ley dkategorikn aq neyh pmlz yg amat n brat bdan pown mkin naek .. egghh .. x tw npe .. lau time dlu rjin la gax n brat bdan maintain x naek x trun .. miss so much nax brat bdan cm dlu but ntah la skunx nax trun 1 kilo pown ssh .. dlu ad owg jge pmknn aq n sometimes weekend ajk jogging to make me always smile with genuine air in the body .. i feel so fresh that time .. yaa dy jge aq bia aq chat but x gmuk .. waa you know wht he is caring guys that i ever met ..
but now darh x cm dlu gy .. serious byk yg brbah .. my life not freshier as like before .. my mind always messy with all problem .. ugggh tension actually life aq skunx neyh .. mybe other people looks me like yaa i'm happy but inside all messy .. now i want solution from all my question n problem .. i can't stand it anymore , i'm tired all this .. with new partner ? hmm i don't think so .. mybe with friends much better , mybe .. i'm so scared make new life with other people .. i don't why mybe that person suitable to make my friends that's all .. i hope so when i wake up from bed , i can get my answer as soon as possible ..
p/s:actually x tw npe aq arneyh nax mrpu tulis at entry kly neyh .. actually nax luahkn at someone yg sudi dgr story tale aq neyh but hmm ..
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