Thursday, August 25, 2011

happy in sad ...

hey dude .. darh lme x post at dlam blog neyh .. miss la lax .. >_< .. hmm btw aq bru jerw abz jwb pper kh arneyh .. so far bley la jwb .. 2 weeks in war .. asyk bce bku jerw bowrnx lax kdg2 .. hmm lpas rya neyh ad gy pper .. ergghh .. btul2 cbaan bgy aq .. nax wt cmne kn reality that i must confront without much asking .. 
  Eid in countdown .. mmg best kn dpat celebrated with parents 9ty .. me ?? appy but inside i'm sad .. x tw la npe gn aq sjak kblkngn neyh .. aty sdih smcm jerw .. ktwa towh mmg la ad but just nax appy kn aty jerw .. u know wht last sunday , aq gy la pcr ramadhan gn umi aq .. then i met with one person .. darh lme x dgr cte dy ttbe dy mncul at dpan aq even dy x knal aq pown .. hmm that person is kak Hazliana .. kkak angkt haziq n arif .. aq mmg x prnh confront gn dy mka dy pown aq x tw .. i know through haziq fb .. hmm ble ngok dy cmue ksdhan aq mlanda .. ergghh that's is annoying kak !! all my sickness come back to me ......
  even aq sdih struk mne pown who care now ???? npe la dgaan yanx cm2 mlnda at aq ??? aq x lrat darh nax mlyan cdih dlam aty neyh .. i need happinest in my life like before .. i miss that  now!!! sometimes aq tension darh la pmr x lme gy then gn prasaan cmni gy .. aq confused la .. hmm .. rpenye nax cri pgnti aty neyh ssh la .. aq xd idea pcl hal towh .. hmm ... 
now gn hang gn kwn2 aq at scola ley released tension neyh .. ble aq glax ilng ckit rse towh tpy lme2 bnde towh dtunx blex .. i need magic happinest come to my life .. cure my heart .. being kid more fun .. nothing to think .. just had fun with toy given .. nax xnax aq kne la kuatkn aty neyh .. hope i can do it .. 


p/s:btw sorry guys since this all my post being to more emotional .. that's is my condition now .. i need to express wht i felt only that much better than before ..
 
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