Tuesday, May 10, 2011

2nd anniversary with u ..

arneyh adlah anniversary aq gn someone guys yg prnh jdy special in my life .. Muhammad Arif Bin Ariffin .. btw happy ble gn dy .. dy ad time aq prlu ssrng utk share prob , always be side me to support me n he also loving n caring person .. i'm glad had been in your life almost 2 years .. our relationship begin at 05/10/09 yaa most sad is when our relationship end up 14/04/11 .. so its mean almost 7 month right we lose contact before we celebrate together our precious moment but our relationship dissapear ..
you are great person that i know .. n i happy with you ..  but tkdir x mnyebelahi kte due n relationship ..  you know wht a week before our anniversary , i dont know why i always dream bout you , miss so much bout you n you always come in my mind .. suddenly  when i take calender , no wonder if i remember you always .. Allah give me chance to still keep you in mind .. thank you Allah ..  Allah is great ..
mybe now you already forget our anniversarry nver mind but i still keep to remember .. you know wht in my deeply heart , i miss you so much .. i miss your joke , chat with you , msg with you n etc .. especially that most i miss is touch you lesung ppit .. =) you always make joke when i ask 'mne lsung ppit gy sblah ?' then with your smile you answering 'lsung ppit gy sbalah ilang trtnggal at hospital' then i keep laughing .. that was sweet n happy moment when me n u .. all happinest n bitter moment that we through together nver i forget ..
aren't i can get that moment back ? i damnly miss that .. sometimes when i remember , it make me sad n i tears .. you are 1st guys that makes me really in love n now it's so hard for me to open my heart for others ..
i'm afraid to confront with you but in the same time i wnt to confront with you like before .. i don't know wht suppose i do .. i'm confused with my life now .. even i smiled n laugh with other , but inside my heart only Allah more knows bout that .. the truth is YES i miss you so much dear Arif .. but sometimes i had to higher my ego say NO  when someone ask whether i miss you or not ..
btw last p/s from me happy 2nd anniversary EZARIF .. i always pray hope you always be fine , get sucess in your life , hope i can contact with you like before n most important you get hapinness with my lovely sis n brother intan&hafiz .. i always pray both of you  .. you r awsome to me ..
love regards:FAREEZA NOOR
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